+ // el.mono // +

I'm always being the most positive person out there
Out there, in the real world, the full of pretending
Pretending behind the mask of happiness to move the day
Along smoothly and moving on to another conquest
Where the fortune and fame
Spin your mind in this nasty little game
For we don't live long
And we prosper for those that don't have much to dream about
For those that can't wait to jump on our egos and tear them to shreds
As we lay asleep in our beds
And they breaking down the pride we built just that same day
Tearing it down to see how far they can get
It doesn't matter if there is blood on the floor
Or not
Just smile for the people
They smile back with their masks on so tight
With secrets that they hold along with them
For they are too weak and gather in groups
To conquer the strong and topple the weak.

Today was a day to recover from rejection
Rejection
The type of rejection you don't face everyday
The type when your friends just forget you and you feel in the way
This was a day
To reflect and see how I am the better man from not participating in the madness of their sins
Today, this day, was where the new day has to begin
Where I have to make myself believe that I am always the one that fits in
And if anyone makes me feel out of place
Then they shall get the remarks of harshiness in their face
Instead of hiding behind mine
For that what I do now and it's not fine
It's just a waste of time
A waste of body and mind
This is the day I have learned how to work for me and let go of those that calm they love me
So gingerly, while knowing the thing that they love is not me
For this was…