+ // el.mono // +

There's a place in the back of mind
That reaches to a particular place and time
An interesting time
A time of creative juices
That overflowed off the edges of the box of normal
Everyone tried to change me and keep me
Inside the box
Off in the world in the back of my mind I don't stay
Where they tell me or stay seated in the place where they want me to
Different I am for everyone to see
This is the me
Has been hiding inside of me
The creativity
Over flowing for you to see...

Today was a day to recover from rejection
Rejection
The type of rejection you don't face everyday
The type when your friends just forget you and you feel in the way
This was a day
To reflect and see how I am the better man from not participating in the madness of their sins
Today, this day, was where the new day has to begin
Where I have to make myself believe that I am always the one that fits in
And if anyone makes me feel out of place
Then they shall get the remarks of harshiness in their face
Instead of hiding behind mine
For that what I do now and it's not fine
It's just a waste of time
A waste of body and mind
This is the day I have learned how to work for me and let go of those that calm they love me
So gingerly, while knowing the thing that they love is not me
For this was…